Okay, listen to me carefully, because this is going to be direct, without filters. We are going to get into this person's mind to understand what the hell is going on with his way of thinking, feeling and acting. I already told you that each head is a world, and that world is sometimes a fucking mess, but there is always something that explains it. So let's get into that mess.
First, let's talk about his personality. This guy probably has a really fucked up mix of insecurities and fantasies that he has been dragging around for years. Don't think that everything is as obvious as it seems. From the outside you may see him as someone strange, with a peculiar taste for certain games, but behind that there are a lot of layers. Maybe he grew up in an environment where emotions weren't talked about much or everyone kept them to themselves. What does a mind locked in itself do? Look for outlets, look for spaces where it can let loose, where it can play with things that it doesn't dare to show in its daily life. That's where perverted games come in. They're like a safe space to explore what, elsewhere, seems forbidden.
The thing is not that he's just "kinky" by nature. It's more complex. There's a spark there, something that was lit at some point. Maybe a repressed desire, maybe something he experienced, something that left its mark on him. Maybe he always felt like he had to be the "good" or the "right" one and now he's fed up with pretending. So what does he do? He looks for spaces where there are no rules, where he can do whatever he wants without feeling judged. Games give him power, they give him control, or maybe even the opposite: they allow him to let it all out and let someone else take control. Do you realize how ironic that is? In the end, he's trying to balance what he feels is missing in his daily life.
As for his character, here you have a guy who is probably a little stubborn, maybe with a dark side that he doesn't even know how to handle completely. But he can also be surprisingly sensitive. Because don't fool yourself, someone who plays with these things is not someone insensitive; in fact, he may be the opposite. Maybe he feels so much that he doesn't know how to deal with it. And since he can't find another way, he resorts to these dynamics to process it. Maybe he is one of those who act tough, who doesn't show weakness, but inside there is a whirlwind. That makes him more complex, more interesting, but also more difficult to understand.
Speaking of attitude, this guy can be challenging, someone who likes to test the limits, both his own and those of others. He doesn't conform to what he is told he should be, and that makes him experiment, look for experiences that give him something that he is missing. Maybe he is a little narcissistic in certain aspects, because he wants to feel special, unique, out of the ordinary. But that doesn't mean he is bad; we all, at some level, want to stand out, to feel seen. He simply channels it in a way that others don't understand, or don't dare to explore.
As far as skills go, there's something very interesting here. This guy surely has an impressive ability to imagine, to fantasize, to create worlds in his mind. That can be a fucking gift, but also a curse, because if he doesn't handle it well, he can get lost in his own fantasies and disconnect from reality. And that happens more than you might imagine. Sometimes fantasies become a refuge, but also a prison. It's a dangerous game, because it can be addictive. And this guy, if he's not careful, can get trapped in his own world, not knowing how to get out.
Now, let's talk about why he plays kinky games. It's not because he's sick or anything like that; it's because he's looking for something. Maybe it's control, maybe it's freedom, maybe it's just a space where he can be himself without fear of what people will say. Games allow him to explore parts of his personality that he can't show in public. Maybe he has a dark side that fascinates him, but also scares him, and these games give him the opportunity to confront that without any real consequences.
There may be some rebellion in this, too. Maybe he's fed up with the rules, with the expectations, with having to be "normal." So he decides to fuck off and do whatever he wants. And these games are a way of telling the world, "I don't care what you think of me. I'm going to explore what I want, in my own way."
And finally, there's something deeply human in all of this. In the end, what this guy is looking for, like all of us, is connection. It may not be traditional connection, but it's connection nonetheless. He wants to feel alive, to feel something real, something that takes him out of the monotony of daily life. Games are his way of doing that, of feeling like he's experiencing something unique, something that belongs only to him.
So there you have it. This guy isn't as simple as he seems. He's not just someone who plays kinky games for the sake of it. He's someone with aA complex mind, with desires, fears, and an inner world that he probably doesn't even fully understand. But that's what makes him interesting, don't you think? The most fucked up shit about people is what makes them real, what makes them human. And that, my friend, is what makes them worth trying to understand.